'slip inside the eye of your mind'

'Don't you know you might find a better place to play. You said that you'd never been, but all the things that you've seen.. will slowly fade away. So i start a revolution from my bed, 'cos you said the brains i had went to my head. Step outside, summertime's in bloom! Stand up beside the fireplace, take that look from off your face.. 'cos you ain't ever gonna burn my heart out.'

You know, i've read a lot of things people have had to say recently, and I've seen different sides to people - I've just realised how fake people have been at school! Even the ones I would consider to be my 'friends'. Someone just said to me not so long ago, 'like one day you can walk into school and everyones happy and the next its like a WW3!' - No truer words have been spoken this week. I was none the wiser to my actions - towards people - towards others. I mis-judged people, everything people have said recently has been mis-construde. I've been easily led & i've forgotten about the people that really have been there for me recently, since I had all my troubles to! This summer, I'm hoping for a change. I'm hoping to grow up. I'm hoping to find myself, in the chaos I think i let myself go & lost who I really was. It seems so easy to take the blame and place it on one person, when really I should be taking my own share, as should others. I think it's about time i made a change. For myself. Not for you. But for my friends, I'll still do anything. But now? It's the .. 'i'll do anything for you, within reason'.