love & hate

Get me out of here, 'cause my eyes are burning from these silly tears that you brought when you showed me you don't really care, & you never loved me; someone get me out of this place. - Esmee Denters - Outta Here

At the moment it's true, all I do want to do is get out of here. But my friends, they've showed me, that one person isn't worth all this destruction. It's ridiculous how one person can try and over-power everybody, but the thing is they can't. It's one of those things, you work at it, but in the end there's no succsession for trying to ruin somebodys life, thanks to a little thing called Karma. I try, I really do, to not take pleasure in peoples misery. But there comes a time when that's all you do really do, because that person has just caused you to self-destruct at some point, and there's only a certain 'low' you can reach. At the moment, the drama in these teenage years is horendous, but moving isn't really sensible, and dragging it out & on isn't much better - staying 'white as white' is al that can be done :) and that .. is what i have friends for. And right now, i'm not content.. but i'm alive.