'a dying scream makes no sound'

'Catch the wheel, that breaks the butterfly. I cried the rain, that filled the ocean wide. I tried to talk with God.. to no avail. Calling him, in and out of. Nowhere. I said, 'if you won't save me, please don't waste my time.'

You know nothing, you think you're so mature, so big, so cool. You bring your family into things, you've dragged them through hell and back. You caused this. Yes i want to make a change, but how do I change when every little tiny thing you write, or say, or do irritates me to the point of no return!

'We live a dying dream, if you know what i mean. All that i've ever known. It's all that i've ever known. Time will kiss, kiss the world goodbye.. Just falling down, on all I've ever known.'

FOR THE RECORD - I HATE YOU TO. YOU'RE EVERYTHING I'VE EVER DESPISED. and like you once said about someone you consider a friend to you 'you're also everything i hate all in one person'. I said i should take a fair share of my blame, but you started this little game you're playing. And well, now, it is game over. & I really wish you all the best, as you're firing out the 'good lucks' left right & centre darlin.